The holiday emails are flooding my inbox, but what are the holidays? They mean nothing to me. Even without the lingering apathy, I still wouldn’t care for them. Years ago I stopped, and nothing can recall those feelings again. It stopped when I was a kid in court watching my parents fight and holidays torn between families. Soon there is nothing special about them, and getting together with the family means next to nothing. I had a brief resurgence of feelings when I was 19, but it was just like a surge in the generator; it lasted only a second. It’s getting harder to care about things these days. I don’t even feel like I should anymore. I used to try and guilt myself into having feelings, but now? I’m too old to make believe.
I thought about the different girls who were interested or are interested in me, but something special? What’s that anymore? I couldn’t care any less for any of them. I know the point when it stopped, there was a girl, though it’s not her fault. I wasn’t being careful like that day I cut my hand deep on that brick riding my motorcycle because I didn’t want to care about being safe, I just wanted to go fast. It was the same with her, and I look down at my hand which has basically heeled, but still hurts. It was like that, and certainly my fault.
Under my chair sleeps Lady on her back whimpering quietly in the middle of her doggy dreams, and I know there is something I care about, but that’s about it right now, but it’s enough.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
The first this season.
I had another marriage proposal from a prospective father-in-law. It hasn’t happened for about a year because last season I was involved, but on hearing that I’m single, many men with single daughters offer them up for the sake of fishing. I count them to amuse myself. The season before last it was 5, and I let them know what number they are; a great way to make a joke of it and get out of anything more serious because half of them are actually serious. A son-in-law with a fishing lodge is a great catch (sorry I just noticed the pun), though they have no idea what I’m really like. Only about 5 out of 100 ever see that I have tattoos because they come back early and see me running without a shirt on. They all see me as the hunting, fishing, beer drinking sort, well some of that is right, but the other parts they wouldn’t like. They wouldn’t like my views on god, the government, and such. When I tell them I like to read they leave me books I would never read promptly putting them on the take a book leave a book shelf. I think I have 6 copies of River of Doubt, which I have yet to read. Hell I’m already in the Amazon, why read about exploring it? The guy who proposed his daughter to me today wouldn’t let me read on the way up here because he was telling me about what god has done for him and how I should read this book he is reading. If I weren’t working, I would say what I really thought, but no, I just smiled and tried to find a way to make it end, dear god let it all end, but no boat crash saved me from that conversation. Next time I’m leaving my head phones in while I read, and maybe I will buy a wedding band, so people will stop bothering me. Lying is more amusing than telling the truth anyway.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
While I was away.
The rain was a constant in this city, rainy season or not. The only difference was that in the dry season it was a light rain that you walked about in not even knowing you were getting wet, and I only noticed when I felt the legs of my jeans wet against my heels as I picked my way through disarray of stones of what would soon be a renovated city park. I saw they were tearing down the old men’s bar as I passed. It didn’t fit in with the renovations I guessed. Last night had seemed no different as I made my way to the plaza passing through this old park; the old men were playing chess, checkers, dominoes, and cards as they smoked and drank. Probably fitting in some way; going out without a fuss, as they had passed all their evenings there.
In the church on the plaza there was singing. I bought a beer from a man with a Styrofoam cooler, and sat down on a cement bench listening to them, such sincerity… out of key. I asked a security guard, and he told me the ticket office wouldn’t open until 4, so I had 3 hours. Down the street and around the corner a ways I knew this Portuguese restaurant where the food was cheap and good, and I could waste the remaining hours sitting outside drinking beer watching the people walk past sticking close to the toldos de lona (I’ve been here so long I’ve forgotten the English word) trying not to get too wet. The owner had immigrated to Brazil when he was 19 and had been here for 51 years. His was a small town not too far from Porto about 20 km from a place I had been. The bacalhal pasteis were the best I’d had mixing Brazilian and Portuguese recipes. As I was pouring a beer I saw a motorcycle run into a car. His break lever made a long dent in the rear door of the car. After checking for damage the lady driving pulled off to the side of the street already cramped with cars. I was interested to see how it worked out because I had never seen an accident up close in Brazil. I knew you didn’t have to carry insurance, but they said you better have cash on hand to pay if you did get into an accident. I was quite disappointed, I saw no money exchange hands, she only took his information down, and didn’t ask to see his identity card to verify anything. “Plane boring,” I thought as I waited for my entree.
Paying my bill I walked down the side streets that would take me to the opera house fastest, and passing one of those stores that is only a guy hanging out a window with frigdes in the room behind him, I bought a specialty beer, and I was glad I had when I saw the line. 5 past 4 and already the line went down the steps in front of the opera house. An industrious ice cream vendor had set up his cart by the line doing good business, though if he’d had beer I would’ve bought another one. The man in front of me went to talk to the boy hanging out the window giving information about the show, and I don’t think he liked what he heard because he took off. I bought 2 of the remaining decent seats and called her up. We agreed to meet at 6 since the boxes were assigned but not the seats.
Walking back to my hotel I saw an old man selling avocadoes the size of softballs out of a wheel barrow. He said 2 for 5, but I only wanted 1. I waited until he bagged it up then I offered him 2. He said the price was fixed, but it never was. I took out 2 and offered it to him, and reluctantly he took it saying what they all say in that confiding voice, “I do this only for you.” Passing through the park again a vendor had set up tables with books, and I bought a pocket dictionary for 5. It seemed like a good deal until I found a typo while looking up a word.
I took the avocado up to the roof of my hotel eating it with a beer cutting thick slices of it as I watched the tourists disembark from a nondescript cruise ship without even a pool to be seen on it. The tourists flooded this area for a day as the cruise ship waited 10 hours until their return. The tourists always took cruise ships while only the locals took the river boats from town to town. There were 50 or so stacked up next to each other like so many parked cars waiting for their next destination. Passages of 50 if you brought a hammock, 100 if you wanted a room the size of a closet, 200 if you wanted a suit to take you to whatever part of Amazonas you wanted to go.
The café where all the tourists ate was where I waited for her. They had all sorts of import beers at a price, but they also had a decent Brazilian beer for cheap, plus it was the closest to the opera house, so I would see her before she saw me.
The line was around the corner by the time we got there, and I asked if she wanted any popcorn from the lady selling. She said no, but when I bought some for me, she helped me finish it. It wasn’t long until they let us in, and we were making our way up the 4 flights to the top of South America’s oldest functioning opera house. Luckily we were first to the box taking the only 2 seats with a view where we leaned our elbows on the velvet covered rail like kids at the kitchen counter. The couple behind us was not so lucky, as they had to stand to see at all.
She noticed how the mural on the ceiling wasn’t painted on but papered on like it looked from the tours of the place they gave when there wasn’t a show, and I tried to pick out all the names of famous authors, musicians, and philosophers painted on the wooden shields around the first row of seats: Racine, Shakespeare, Beethoven, Mozart, Goethe, and others I couldn’t see from the top, but that I had seen when I went on a tour of the place before. It reminded me of a theatre out of one of Balzac’s or Zola’s stories, which didn’t strike me when I was taking a tour, but to be seeing a play here would have taken me back in time, if it hadn’t been for the people and their flashing cell phones when the lights dimmed for the show.
It started with drumming in the dark, and then a yellow light shone on the drummers and dancers as they danced in. We both leaned out, our heads on our elbows in an almost comfortable position, so we could see. That it was a Brazilian play you could tell from how it resembled their soap operas. The acting was exaggerated to be funny, and the main theme was relations between men and women, and of course there was nudity with more male nudity than female, and all the women cheered when he first appeared naked on a bed. I laughed too, it was funny. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a tragedy in Brazil, outside of life. They’re not very fond of them.
She leaned in close and put her arm around me, though I didn’t make much of it as she was over affectionate. She called me love several times, which from any other girl would have disconcerted me, but coming from an actress, it was just a little sign of affection, half affected. Both of us were slightly uncomfortable, and I kept looking at my watch waiting for the play to end so I could put my neck back into a normal position. What didn’t help was the mosquito, who seemed to be just biting me, though I wondered why he had singled me out of all those other people.
Arm-in-arm we made our way down the steps out into the plaza that was already dark. She couldn’t think of anything close so I picked a place I knew had Italian food and wine. When we got there she told me it was where her father always went to when he was in town. I picked a table by the street because that was where I always sat so I could watch the people pass, and she picked the seat facing the TV so she could watch it. Of course I had to comment of this because they have TVs in all except the nicest restaurants. I asked her if people ever talked in restaurants, but she didn’t hear me, watching TV. Alright she said, “I’ll only watch you,” staring straight into my eyes like she would find something there, though I don’t think either of us knew what.
The waiter came over and I ordered a bottle of Alandra and we split a lasagna. I could tell he was nervous as he opened the bottle, probably the first time he had done it. It was almost painful for me, but I didn’t try to help him. Over his shoulder was the owner instructing him, which I’m sure didn’t help. He made to pour hers first, but the owner corrected him saying he should pour me a taste since I had ordered it. Dutifully I swirled it, tasted, and told him he could keep pouring. He was so nervous he left the corkscrew at the table, and I had to laugh.
With trembling hands he served our lasagna out of a metal pan using a fork and a knife, and she tried to make him laugh by telling him he could take away the corkscrew now. It didn’t help, so I didn’t pay attention to what he was doing, as if everything were going perfectly smooth, though I had to laugh when he left sorry to have made him so nervous, but she had wanted wine, and I hadn’t known any other place. So few people drink wine in the north, and they always try to serve you red wine cold, but I was in luck, they didn’t serve much wine, so I hadn’t been pre-chilled.
We walked back to the plaza finding most places closed or closing, so we walked over to the pizza place where I had a beer and she had a coke. She asked me about cameras, apple computers, and ipods, things that cost too much here. I had all except the apple, and she thought it was funny that my camera, ipod, and laptop combined were worth more than my truck, though even my truck would be worth 5 times its value here. “If I was to give her a present,” she said, “I should give her an ipod or a semi-professional camera.” I didn’t have that much money I said, but her look said she didn’t believe me. “I don’t want any jewelry, just a few electronics,” she said. She knew how much I had spent on jewelry for my last girlfriend, and I had told her I wasn’t going to spend that much money on a girl again, though here she didn’t quite believe me either. She wasn’t my girlfriend, and we weren’t dating. We never would, just strange friends who pretended they were dating, but never took it seriously. I liked having a beautiful girl on my arm, and I think that was about as much as she got out of me showing me affection, though when I returned any she brushed it off.
After they had taken up all the outdoor furniture but ours, we decided maybe they were trying to get us to leave, so we walked arm-in-arm down to the bus station where the taxis would be lined up, and she suggested we both take a taxi that could drop me off at my hotel then drop her off. I told her I’d rather walk than pay for a taxi, but that I would pay for hers. She said that the way back to my hotel was dangerous to walk down, but I countered that it was safer for a man to walk that way than a woman. She agreed, and I put her in a cab while I turned off by the park noting that only a few posts were left standing of the old men’s bar, and I bought a beer from a man who was wheeling his Styrofoam cooler home.
In the church on the plaza there was singing. I bought a beer from a man with a Styrofoam cooler, and sat down on a cement bench listening to them, such sincerity… out of key. I asked a security guard, and he told me the ticket office wouldn’t open until 4, so I had 3 hours. Down the street and around the corner a ways I knew this Portuguese restaurant where the food was cheap and good, and I could waste the remaining hours sitting outside drinking beer watching the people walk past sticking close to the toldos de lona (I’ve been here so long I’ve forgotten the English word) trying not to get too wet. The owner had immigrated to Brazil when he was 19 and had been here for 51 years. His was a small town not too far from Porto about 20 km from a place I had been. The bacalhal pasteis were the best I’d had mixing Brazilian and Portuguese recipes. As I was pouring a beer I saw a motorcycle run into a car. His break lever made a long dent in the rear door of the car. After checking for damage the lady driving pulled off to the side of the street already cramped with cars. I was interested to see how it worked out because I had never seen an accident up close in Brazil. I knew you didn’t have to carry insurance, but they said you better have cash on hand to pay if you did get into an accident. I was quite disappointed, I saw no money exchange hands, she only took his information down, and didn’t ask to see his identity card to verify anything. “Plane boring,” I thought as I waited for my entree.
Paying my bill I walked down the side streets that would take me to the opera house fastest, and passing one of those stores that is only a guy hanging out a window with frigdes in the room behind him, I bought a specialty beer, and I was glad I had when I saw the line. 5 past 4 and already the line went down the steps in front of the opera house. An industrious ice cream vendor had set up his cart by the line doing good business, though if he’d had beer I would’ve bought another one. The man in front of me went to talk to the boy hanging out the window giving information about the show, and I don’t think he liked what he heard because he took off. I bought 2 of the remaining decent seats and called her up. We agreed to meet at 6 since the boxes were assigned but not the seats.
Walking back to my hotel I saw an old man selling avocadoes the size of softballs out of a wheel barrow. He said 2 for 5, but I only wanted 1. I waited until he bagged it up then I offered him 2. He said the price was fixed, but it never was. I took out 2 and offered it to him, and reluctantly he took it saying what they all say in that confiding voice, “I do this only for you.” Passing through the park again a vendor had set up tables with books, and I bought a pocket dictionary for 5. It seemed like a good deal until I found a typo while looking up a word.
I took the avocado up to the roof of my hotel eating it with a beer cutting thick slices of it as I watched the tourists disembark from a nondescript cruise ship without even a pool to be seen on it. The tourists flooded this area for a day as the cruise ship waited 10 hours until their return. The tourists always took cruise ships while only the locals took the river boats from town to town. There were 50 or so stacked up next to each other like so many parked cars waiting for their next destination. Passages of 50 if you brought a hammock, 100 if you wanted a room the size of a closet, 200 if you wanted a suit to take you to whatever part of Amazonas you wanted to go.
The café where all the tourists ate was where I waited for her. They had all sorts of import beers at a price, but they also had a decent Brazilian beer for cheap, plus it was the closest to the opera house, so I would see her before she saw me.
The line was around the corner by the time we got there, and I asked if she wanted any popcorn from the lady selling. She said no, but when I bought some for me, she helped me finish it. It wasn’t long until they let us in, and we were making our way up the 4 flights to the top of South America’s oldest functioning opera house. Luckily we were first to the box taking the only 2 seats with a view where we leaned our elbows on the velvet covered rail like kids at the kitchen counter. The couple behind us was not so lucky, as they had to stand to see at all.
She noticed how the mural on the ceiling wasn’t painted on but papered on like it looked from the tours of the place they gave when there wasn’t a show, and I tried to pick out all the names of famous authors, musicians, and philosophers painted on the wooden shields around the first row of seats: Racine, Shakespeare, Beethoven, Mozart, Goethe, and others I couldn’t see from the top, but that I had seen when I went on a tour of the place before. It reminded me of a theatre out of one of Balzac’s or Zola’s stories, which didn’t strike me when I was taking a tour, but to be seeing a play here would have taken me back in time, if it hadn’t been for the people and their flashing cell phones when the lights dimmed for the show.
It started with drumming in the dark, and then a yellow light shone on the drummers and dancers as they danced in. We both leaned out, our heads on our elbows in an almost comfortable position, so we could see. That it was a Brazilian play you could tell from how it resembled their soap operas. The acting was exaggerated to be funny, and the main theme was relations between men and women, and of course there was nudity with more male nudity than female, and all the women cheered when he first appeared naked on a bed. I laughed too, it was funny. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a tragedy in Brazil, outside of life. They’re not very fond of them.
She leaned in close and put her arm around me, though I didn’t make much of it as she was over affectionate. She called me love several times, which from any other girl would have disconcerted me, but coming from an actress, it was just a little sign of affection, half affected. Both of us were slightly uncomfortable, and I kept looking at my watch waiting for the play to end so I could put my neck back into a normal position. What didn’t help was the mosquito, who seemed to be just biting me, though I wondered why he had singled me out of all those other people.
Arm-in-arm we made our way down the steps out into the plaza that was already dark. She couldn’t think of anything close so I picked a place I knew had Italian food and wine. When we got there she told me it was where her father always went to when he was in town. I picked a table by the street because that was where I always sat so I could watch the people pass, and she picked the seat facing the TV so she could watch it. Of course I had to comment of this because they have TVs in all except the nicest restaurants. I asked her if people ever talked in restaurants, but she didn’t hear me, watching TV. Alright she said, “I’ll only watch you,” staring straight into my eyes like she would find something there, though I don’t think either of us knew what.
The waiter came over and I ordered a bottle of Alandra and we split a lasagna. I could tell he was nervous as he opened the bottle, probably the first time he had done it. It was almost painful for me, but I didn’t try to help him. Over his shoulder was the owner instructing him, which I’m sure didn’t help. He made to pour hers first, but the owner corrected him saying he should pour me a taste since I had ordered it. Dutifully I swirled it, tasted, and told him he could keep pouring. He was so nervous he left the corkscrew at the table, and I had to laugh.
With trembling hands he served our lasagna out of a metal pan using a fork and a knife, and she tried to make him laugh by telling him he could take away the corkscrew now. It didn’t help, so I didn’t pay attention to what he was doing, as if everything were going perfectly smooth, though I had to laugh when he left sorry to have made him so nervous, but she had wanted wine, and I hadn’t known any other place. So few people drink wine in the north, and they always try to serve you red wine cold, but I was in luck, they didn’t serve much wine, so I hadn’t been pre-chilled.
We walked back to the plaza finding most places closed or closing, so we walked over to the pizza place where I had a beer and she had a coke. She asked me about cameras, apple computers, and ipods, things that cost too much here. I had all except the apple, and she thought it was funny that my camera, ipod, and laptop combined were worth more than my truck, though even my truck would be worth 5 times its value here. “If I was to give her a present,” she said, “I should give her an ipod or a semi-professional camera.” I didn’t have that much money I said, but her look said she didn’t believe me. “I don’t want any jewelry, just a few electronics,” she said. She knew how much I had spent on jewelry for my last girlfriend, and I had told her I wasn’t going to spend that much money on a girl again, though here she didn’t quite believe me either. She wasn’t my girlfriend, and we weren’t dating. We never would, just strange friends who pretended they were dating, but never took it seriously. I liked having a beautiful girl on my arm, and I think that was about as much as she got out of me showing me affection, though when I returned any she brushed it off.
After they had taken up all the outdoor furniture but ours, we decided maybe they were trying to get us to leave, so we walked arm-in-arm down to the bus station where the taxis would be lined up, and she suggested we both take a taxi that could drop me off at my hotel then drop her off. I told her I’d rather walk than pay for a taxi, but that I would pay for hers. She said that the way back to my hotel was dangerous to walk down, but I countered that it was safer for a man to walk that way than a woman. She agreed, and I put her in a cab while I turned off by the park noting that only a few posts were left standing of the old men’s bar, and I bought a beer from a man who was wheeling his Styrofoam cooler home.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
How my weekend started.
I saw an ex-girlfriend in town yesterday, the most serious one I’d had. She asked me about my hand like so many other people, and also about the pup that her sister had seen. She stood there waiting wanting to say something or wanting me to say something, but I said nothing. I knew what she wanted, but I didn’t. She’d fucked someone else while I was with her, and hadn’t I just seen her leaning over close talking to some guy as I drove past taking a group to the airport? No, not again. There were other girls waiting, and it seemed like there would always be, which is why I didn’t care. There had been one girl, but I had been the fool, not fooled, just a fool, and what a fool. The owner of the plane I had crash landed in the day before wanted to hook me up with some girl in the city, but I knew what kind of girl it would be, and I wasn’t interested, though we had a common interest in killing that damn pilot.
Last night a friend told me she loved me, though she’s Brazilian, and they say things like that, not to mention she’s an actress, and you never can tell with that type. Even if it was more serious than playful, what did it matter? We didn’t know each other well, so how could she know? I ignored it, and said good bye as she was leaving.
Today my hand hurts even more. That fall didn’t help as I was chasing the pup. I had to change the bandage I wasn’t supposed to take off for another 2 days. Blood ran out of the freshly broken open wound, but none of the stitches had come out, and it looked like it was healing well, despite the reinjury, and there were no signs of infection like we had feared because it had been a deep wound filled with dirt that had to be cleaned out. I took another amoxicillin with my coffee and went to look for some ibuprofen.
Last night a friend told me she loved me, though she’s Brazilian, and they say things like that, not to mention she’s an actress, and you never can tell with that type. Even if it was more serious than playful, what did it matter? We didn’t know each other well, so how could she know? I ignored it, and said good bye as she was leaving.
Today my hand hurts even more. That fall didn’t help as I was chasing the pup. I had to change the bandage I wasn’t supposed to take off for another 2 days. Blood ran out of the freshly broken open wound, but none of the stitches had come out, and it looked like it was healing well, despite the reinjury, and there were no signs of infection like we had feared because it had been a deep wound filled with dirt that had to be cleaned out. I took another amoxicillin with my coffee and went to look for some ibuprofen.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Another Day
I feel old, alone, a little melancholy, but alright. I’m so tired I can barely think. Simple tasks seem out of my reach if they involve thinking. I chose to workout instead of get enough sleep today as I have been doing many days, and I wouldn’t have lasted this long if I hadn’t made that choice. I’m stronger than I’ve been in two years, but physical strength is all I have to keep me going. I’ve been thinking about my next trip, though it’s months away. I mark off the days on the calendar, and I keep counting wrong, so they last longer. I’ve been thinking of studying Spanish, so I can disappear in Central or South America. I feel it will be the new Europe. I need to travel. I’ve found that I’m fine alone. I’ve spent so much time looking for someone, but we all know how that goes, it doesn’t work for me. I don’t think I could commit even if I found someone. Eh, it’s cheaper to travel alone. I need another Hemmingway book to read. I looked up all his works online, but I left my card in my room so I couldn’t order them. I wonder if that’s how he felt going through so many women. I don’t think he was a womanizer, just human. Some of us don’t have longevity in us, I think.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
It was love.
I knew I loved her at first sight right when she got off the chartered plane. Even a cynic like me softened for a second, and I knew this would last. After 3 months of waiting, she was finally here, my Lady. Now she’s sleeping at my feet while Nicolau is sleeping in my lap. They just met this morning, and Nico is not quite sure what to think of her. She wants to play and he is like a cranky old man who doesn’t like kids.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Insomnia in the Amazon
To stop is to sleep. To sleep is to die.
Going on days without sleep my blood coffee content was up to 20%, and the cigarettes followed the cups.
Jet boat in the night with coffee and cigarettes on the bow staring at Orion on the 2 and ½ hour ride from town. 3rd week feels like the 1st or 10th, I can’t tell… even what day it is, though my watch says it’s Friday the 17th. 5 days to do drivers safety online before I have another warrant. Don’t need to be arrested again.
This no sleep thing is getting the hang of me, and it works or I work. 54 days left if my count is right, though Xs on the calendar don’t lie, they just come slowly.
Had a book, read a line, and stopped, it stopped… making sense. I put it back in my shirt with so many pockets opposite my cigarettes. Hour and 15 to go passing Peixeboi, the halfway mark. Even at night by spotlight I recognize that island that to tourists looks like every other one, but I spent half a day broken down there 2 years ago with a guide and supplies that spoiled in the sun.
One guide sitting by me goes back inside the cabin. It’s too cold but I feel right for once, and another sits by me asking me not to put him with a couple this week, though I know I already did. Sao Luis is 5 light bulbs in the black on the bank. 30 minutes to go. Cumaru passes with lit houses, and 20 minutes to go. Light at the point in the distance, first sight of the lodge still 15 minutes away. Radio chatter, and they know. Everyone is waiting on the dock and ready. The guests follow me up the steps into welcome drinks and cabin assignments. Still waiting for them to go to sleep so I can try.
Going on days without sleep my blood coffee content was up to 20%, and the cigarettes followed the cups.
Jet boat in the night with coffee and cigarettes on the bow staring at Orion on the 2 and ½ hour ride from town. 3rd week feels like the 1st or 10th, I can’t tell… even what day it is, though my watch says it’s Friday the 17th. 5 days to do drivers safety online before I have another warrant. Don’t need to be arrested again.
This no sleep thing is getting the hang of me, and it works or I work. 54 days left if my count is right, though Xs on the calendar don’t lie, they just come slowly.
Had a book, read a line, and stopped, it stopped… making sense. I put it back in my shirt with so many pockets opposite my cigarettes. Hour and 15 to go passing Peixeboi, the halfway mark. Even at night by spotlight I recognize that island that to tourists looks like every other one, but I spent half a day broken down there 2 years ago with a guide and supplies that spoiled in the sun.
One guide sitting by me goes back inside the cabin. It’s too cold but I feel right for once, and another sits by me asking me not to put him with a couple this week, though I know I already did. Sao Luis is 5 light bulbs in the black on the bank. 30 minutes to go. Cumaru passes with lit houses, and 20 minutes to go. Light at the point in the distance, first sight of the lodge still 15 minutes away. Radio chatter, and they know. Everyone is waiting on the dock and ready. The guests follow me up the steps into welcome drinks and cabin assignments. Still waiting for them to go to sleep so I can try.
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